Aku telah membiarkan diri diintebiu setelah sekian lama tak ngadap face to face.
Tebiu kol 3,setakat menara ni celah gg je nak pegi. Betapa la masin megi cury aku ptg neh. Buley pulak train delay!!! Agagaga... mau meraung kuat2 dlm train! I'm LATE!!!
Dang! dahlah train tak gerak. Macam sadin2 je dalam tuh. Baru sekarang nak terketaq2 cari no phone amoi nih nk sayin' yg aku kompem2 lembab nak sampai. Atau dlm hati kata je, CANCEL jela balik uma. Goyang kaki! Haihhh... dah wangi2 mau cancel pulak...
Trut trut... Menebalkan muka mentelefon amoi. Halo amoi, im gonna be late! Pereashhhh... wait uh seken...!!!
Bang! Shoot on ma face. Ada berani ke bual camtu. Huk3. Masa sampai je, dah ramai yg balik. Dup dap! Dup dap! Tapi no worry, ada lagi yg lelebih kurang saing ngan aku. So, just proceed ngan amoi ni. Dalam hati, nak je sergah tanya, amoi, u tak sejuk ke pakai short dress camneh. Grrr... mau kena pelangkung ngan mangkuk tandas.
The next day, got call saying I'm the one candidates yg terpilih. So on Friday kenalah pegi amik offer letter. Dan2 sampai office blh lak jumpe Kak Hani,my ex trainer kat Aeon dulu. Still pretty just like before. Sempat chitchat kejap je pasal dia pong ada keje nk buat. Kalau tak buleh suh dia manje aku... Hihihi...
So, semalam, dalam sejarah aku pegi keje ta sampai half day aku dah resign! Mmg pecah rekod sbb aku dah gempak2 bgtau mak yg aku dah nak keje dah heboh2 kat ma sis nak ajak belanje makan on ma pes salary dh kepo2 ngan osmet dorang mintak lanjer!!! Okeh, mmg rasa mau meraung laju2. Bayangkanlah!!!
Perkataan pertama, berani! Kedua, bodoh! Heeeeeee~~ Entah which part ialah aku. Think positive, aku pilih BERANI. Sbb, job tu aku tak suka. Masa apply job cakap lain, bila dah nakk start keje cam s*** disuruh buat lain. Me, wif another 5 peeps mmg shock habis. Should be their wrong sbb unable to explain further. And should be my wrong could not ask further. DEMMIT!!!
I just call that amoi to ask what she is thinking about! Its not just, okay, kau amik jela kerja ni dari takde kerja lain. Nope! I would saying, I'm not happy towards this job. I would rather to quit now than regret after a week. Masa meeting tergempar between me and those peeps, include sekali da big boss to explain this, those peeps kata I'm da only person yg cakap banyak. Demmit. Yes, aku cakap macam peluru tak berenti. Tanya tu tanya ni. Hati dah macam kena bakar, apa lagi, memang pot pet pot pet aku tanya. And for sure, utk kebaikan kitorang jugak. Sbb kalau semua diam, macammana nak tau bende ni detail. Kalau diorang tak kisah, thats not my business. I care only fer ma self because I'm da one yg nak kerja sana, I'm da one yg had to decide.
That amoi could not answer well. Maybe pressure sbb the allowance fer recriuting us tak dapat. And more, maybe that amoi kena tadah telinga dgn big boss. I done care!!
p/s: Those peeps, where are you?
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